Down

I think I have everything in order and then I wake up again, not wanting to get out of bed, and I realize, we’re not through this, and I need to hold my hand again to get through the day.
Today began with a wonderful morning, but end up with sadness…. Work makes me sacrifice my life. Is that sound right? Nope right… But I’m still the newbie that has to obey everything they said. That is totally not my fault. I do hope somebody understands. Could anyone seeing here that I’m trying to help? Who else can I turn to? Who else could understand how empathy my life was today. Could I regret it now?